Finally got a decent light in my reloading room!
I love my girlfriend with all my heart and she moved back to Florida for the school year. I know she would never to anything to hurt me and I wouldn’t do anything to hurt her. But she is hanging out with one of her guy friends tonight and i haven’t heard from her in 3 hours. My mind is going crazy with horrible scenarios. Death, rape, both? Cheating? But she may just be swimming or on the beach. My mind sucks so bad. I want to call her but I don’t want to be that asshole boyfriend that is stuck up her ass. I just want to know she is ok. She isn’t the type to cheat, but my past relationships have fell to cheating. There is one person that follows me on here that knows first hand that I made a mistake of choosing the first girl that cheated on me. Her name is Chelsea. I could have had her and not had these trust issues like I have now. I just feel like I needed to get this off my chest and since no one reads my posts, I was able to get this off my chest. I miss her already. I hope she is ok… She is my world.
REBLOG AND SEE IF YOU GET A COLOR.
PURPLE: I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.
YELLOW: I wish we were friends in real life.
RED: (make your own for red)
GREY: I wish we talk more and being friend
TURQUOISE: I would hug you if we’re met
PINK: I love your blog it’s one of my favourite
TEAL: You annoy me at times.
BLUE: You are my tumblr crush.
ORANGE: I don’t like your blog.
WHITE: MARRY ME PLEASE.
GREEN: I think you’re cute.
CORAL: You should give more promos
BLACK: I would date you
BROWN: I don’t like you.